Backstory, because, hello, it's me: I played the daughter, Emma, in college and I haven't seen a production since. So I feel as if I have a relationship with this play, even though it's been over 30 years since I was in it. That experience, though, was really powerful. Emma has a couple of monologues in the first act which are directed into the refrigerator (a vital set piece for this play) and one night, I completely sort of lost myself in that monologue. I was so thoroughly inside the character that I lost myself - that had never happened to me before and it terrified me. It actually was the beginning of the end of my acting career, I think, because my performances after that were much too careful. I was afraid of experiencing that complete loss of self again, because I didn't know how to separate the acting from the living. I mean, I don't think the world stopped turning because I stopped pursuing acting as a career, but I am sorry I wasn't braver then. I've acted since then and I think I maintain the balance now pretty well, but then...I let fear decide. Which is sad. Maybe that's why I'm feeling a distance from the production I saw last Tuesday. Or at least a distance from talking about it.
a bunch of clippings on Shepard in the Signature lobby |
This production is directed by Steppenwolf ensemble member Terry Kinney, who proves to be a fantastic interpreter of Shepard. He really gets the surrealistic, realistic and symbolic pieces in the play and treats them all rather evenhandedly. I thought the opening image was amazing and simply perfection (I guess if you'd rather not have spoilers, you should stop reading now): we're listening to music, there's a spotlight on that refrigerator, then suddenly there are extremely loud noises of destruction and the set actually pulls apart from itself - the walls tear apart, the kitchen equipment separates, and there is timber and plaster everywhere. Then we start the play. I think this sets up the feeling of being off-kilter throughout the play beautifully - I don't think we're ever meant to know if what is happening is truly happening; is this real or is it fantasy? The monologues describing what happened the night before sort of explain the destruction but sort of don't. It's a great start. And when people enter and exit from the kitchen, they sort of walk into blackness, which was also very evocative.
photo credit: Joan Marcus |
The play is still mordantly funny and maybe vaguely icky in places, purposefully, I think. There was a lot of nervous laughter throughout. Of course, the audience was really enchanted with the live lamb, who was super-cute, but it unwittingly stole focus (although this particular crowd didn't seem to have much focus to begin with, but I digress) at times. All in all, I recommend seeing Curse of the Starving Class. I had a good time reliving my past and reminding myself of what a unique and amazing genius playwright Sam Shepard was, but I'm still unsure why this has been such a hard post to finish. Maybe I'm still too close to it after all these years...
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